Back to work!

My usual Friday is back to work. It started on a good foot. The first thing I heard in the morning was John's voice.  That is a nice thing! I actually looked forward to it.  He says he will give me a wake up call from now on. That's fine by me.

I started on time but I gotta put a weekly standing order for my taxi for Friday mornings.  Transportation money for Fridays. Screw getting up and taking the bus. Maybe in the summer I will go back to that schedule. NO SCRATCH that idea. I WILL have a car by summer! So I just have to muddle my way through til April. I have to start banking money now plus my bonus money in April.  I got to work on time despite the road conditions.  And all I had to bring to work was my groceries. I forgot my medicine though. Katrina met me at John Heinz where my client has his physical therapy and brought me my medicine. So my day went by pretty quickly today. Went by so quick that we forgot all about Jeopardy!

John has texted throughout the day which is nice. Also distracts me from my day.  Other than that I spent the latter part of my day playing iSpy Funhouse on my DS. Lol! I get paid to play video games. Sweet deal.  My client was strong today and even after physical therapy wearing him out, I stil only helped him minimally. Good news for my back! He said Earl started to complain about his back hurting during this week. Who knows what that story is about. 

I wrote down John's schedule when he gave it to me last night so I don't have to keep asking him and I can kind of get an idea of when I can see him whenever our schedules match up. The beginnings of the month seem to be the best for maximum days together. I also don't want to monopolize his time. He has other commitments too. And there are two days that I am gonna see if I can swap out with Earl so I can see him and not so many days inbetween.  His birthday we are both off.  Valentines day he is off and I am putting in for it. and we both work on my birthday. We can celebrate another day. No big deal. Last birthday in 2009, Ron and I were together and I was off. He avoided me so I spent the day by myself watching tv because I had arranged for a play date for Ariel and I feel bad to cancel her dates if mine fall through. Birthday of 2008, I was working in California. No presents, no cake, no fanfare, just me.  So I am used to doing nothing for my birthday. It's just another day.

We are going bowling on Monday. This should be interesting! I always land on my ass at least once or end up going down the lane in a split. He has his own shoes and ball but claims to have not played in like two years. He said we can place bets. We agreed that the first game is practice and I get a free bowling lesson. Something about boards and nev er look at the pins. Well then what are u supposed to look at? I guess i will find out what boards he is talking about, because last time I checked there was the alley, bumpers, the gutter and the pins. Boards? Then is talking about 4 or 5 step approach. This could get ugly. But I am sure we will have fun. We will also be there during the day probably by ourselves. Most people don't bowl in the middle of the day. We can have privacy and not have anyone laughing at my ass hitting the floor!

After Mario went to bed, John got a chance to talk to me for a little while before he did his plant rounds again.  We were talking about dogs and my bad experiences with them. Dogs like me...a little too much. Apparently, I taste really good because dogs love to bite me.  It's always the dogs that their owners claim they are docile and would never hurt a fly that come after me.  I will stick to parrots and cats. Asia's border collies are cool. They are my buddies. I play fetch with them all the time and they neger grow tired of it and I find it amusing.  Until Reilly or Sierra try to lick my face! Yuk! I will play fetch with a dog all day but please don't come near my face or anything and lick. Gross! John teased me that he will remember to lick my face. He better not! I will make sure I wash my face after every meal or snack just to make sure there is nothing tempting. LOL.

He claims he is a mind reader when i told him that I was thinking about the whole bowling thing for Monday. So I asked him what was on my mind at that moment? He refused to answer.  I was thinking about his lips and I wanted to kiss them again. But I dont wanna wait til he is leaving to kiss him. I want to be greeted with a kiss. And in between. If only I could explain his lips. I will leave that up to the poets. I am just a blogger pouring my guts out to people unknown. Just to get it out. Just to share. Just to feel like somebody might be listening. Who else is gonna listen? My married/parental friends?I only pray that they can feel the spark and newness of their relationship like I have right now.  I wish they could step outside their lives if but only one day or even a few hours and be boyfriend/girlfriend again and act like starcrossed lovers.  As awkward as it is for 2 completely grown ass people to "date"...so far so good. I have no complaints. And for the time/scheduling thing. We will find a way. We will make the time.

So I say BE BOLD! Live forth without the stigma of consequences and gossip fodder. Be yourself and live in the moment! Love me like you will never see me again.  Even in sadness their is hope. And in fear there is faith. And in bitterness there is always love. Because without these things we cannot see the contrasts of our emotions. One is nothing without the other. But I wish for the latters...hope faith and love.  Have never let me down yet.

Good night all.